Wednesday, February 9, 2022

raw

 I have been assigned ministering sisters I spoze most of my adult life. They have come in the past. Mostly when I was having babies. I had one very seriously tell me that going back to school was a bad idea. But, for the most part it's been ok. However, the past couple of years, they haven't come at all. They've  been assigned, but not a peep. It has made me feel like even when I get assigned as someones duty, I'm not worthy of their  time or attention. It hurts my heart. I told the RSP to take me off the list. I don't want assigned heart breakers.