I'm reading this book that is purposing the idea that antidepressants don't work. That the reason we are depressed or anxious is because of traumas in our life. That really sucks. I need antidepressants to work. I need the hope that they make me feel better.
Time line of triggers:
abuse
"big thighs"
Josh Strobels death
college
mission
marriage
others porn
gas lighting
"Your Vile"
Rainy
Carson
It states that we need hope. We need connections. We need a person, or people. That it is not a chemical imbalance, it's grief. Loss of connection. I am intrigued by the idea of actually who I have ever been connected to.
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